Hello everybody!
Some of you knew me as WestRes, and most of you know me as Corky or [InjusticE] recently.
I'm on CnR Server since 10 years but a recent event made me reconsider playing, at least in a regular way...
It all started when i joined the server as usual, this time in San Fierro.
I was playing and minding my own business like always but suddenly, i get jailed by an unknown admin for NO REASON AT ALL, making me lose all my weapons. Actually the reason was:
"Early Access For Being Too Nice."
Hmm. Might be a troll or something...
So i'm trying to take things in perspective and think maybe it was a joke, or a mistake! So i ask the admin to show himself and tell me why this happened, and eventually getting some excuses or a money compensation for all the weapons lost (over 300000$ worth of weapons).
However what will follow is what made the things go nasty...
Instead of showing himself, this admin (named TABLESPOON, who i met like 1 or 2 times in my entire playing career of 10 years) kept hiding. No explanations, nothing. Like it was normal for him to do this without consequences.
So i try to be loud in the chat to make myself heard, to make this coward admin show himself and actually tell me what is the cause of this. I get muted.
Since i'm muted i can't speak or ask for explanations right? So i try to find a way to reach this coward by using the /complaint command, asking "why you did that? i did nothing wrong!". The coward says: "keep abusing the complaint command and i ban you".
It was clear that this guy was a moron and that he wouldn't give me any explanations, actually the opposite. After few minutes of thinking, i realise that someone with almost the same name as me is in server and causing mayhem, name: "The_Corky_Rapper"
I think the admin wanted to jail him but he jailed me instead. And instead of acting like a normal person, aka apologizing or try to find a way to repair damages, he just stood on his position and refused to speak with me and threatening me of a ban.
As a regular player of 10 years, people know me. I'm not the kind of person to cause mayhem or trouble. I come in CnR to chill, play the game peacefully and have fun with some people around. But in this case, i couldn't just let it go without doing anything. This coward's attitude was way off the tracks and scandalous, i cannot let him do what he wants without consequences.
So i've made a topic on forums, called "STRANGE BEHAVIOUR FROM ADMIN TABLESPOON", to try to get him attention and that finally he explains himself about that abusive and coward attitude...
But despite waiting for days for an answer, nothing happened. Instead, other admins recommended me to reach the concerned person to get explanations. Person that is almost never connected to the forums and who is keeping low profile, like the obvious coward that he is.
Hopefully i find that he is connected on the Official CnR Discord. So i try to contact him, without success of course. He keeps hiding like the so-pathethic coward that he is.
So that's when i decide to make a link to the forums topic on Discord. At this very moment, this abuser suddenly raises out of nowhere and bans me from the Discord, pretending to "not bitch/mourn on the Discord". What other choice did i had since this fucker was hiding and avoiding contact?
It was becoming obvious that i would never get justice on that one. So i'm trying to reach other admins to make my voice heard and that something will be done to fix all this mess. I'm playing since 10 years after all, i expect at least some support for the guys that i'm meeting almost everyday on the server to defend my case and tell this retard that what he is doing is wrong!
Instead of that all i get is ignorance and hating. Even threats that i'm breaking rules by doing this and that i should wait for an answer for the concerned person (do you start realizing that it will never happen right?)...
That's where i realized that it was hopeless and that all those years playing didn't count for anyone. Other admins were either defending him, or not caring at all.
It was clear for me that all the time invested in that game, all the projects i had, all those moments dedicated to my favourite game were nothing for those people. You just follow the crowd, or get lost. And that's where i decided to be done with all that shit.
So in the end i just made a random account only to tell this TABLESPOON piece of shit what nobody dares tell him until now: that he is an abuser, a coward and that he should be ashamed of himself:
Following that rant i get permanently banned on forums, from the Discord (again) and a free ban ingame for "being annoying". It was hopeless.
I could've stopped here and move on with that shitbag. But what came after made me reconsider the situation:
HOW DARE YOU MOTHERFUCKER!! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU TELLING SUCH LIES!!
The coward almost NEVER connects to the forums, and suddenly he gets to FINALLY answer me, by telling lies and trying to shut me down everywhere so i can't tell the truth to other people! Every time i try to make a topic to reply to his lies (ofc he locked the topic, how convenient), they remove my posts and ban my accounts!
That's absolutely unacceptable and scandalous and i cannot let him go away with that.
That's why i made this blog today and why i keep spamming the forums, because everytime i'm trying to tell you the truth, admins are deleting my posts and banning my accounts, trying to make a damage control, hiding the real truth from you all: it's just a mountain of lies. TABLESPOON ABUSED HIS POWERS, and THEY KNOW IT!
So now seeing all that damage control and hiding the truth away from the users, i was telling myself: was it all worth it? All those years invested in the game for finally being treated like shit? Not at all.
To all the admins covering this up or supporting that shitbag: YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED!
I prefer get done with all this shit than approving that kind of behaviour.
So yes, i lost my Forums account, my Regular status, my money and clothes, my online friends, 10 years of fun and gaming, but i'd better redo that anytime than losing my values and approving that kind of shitty attitude.
Don't be sad for me. Be sad for CnR being drained down to chaos, at first with people cheating everywhere instead of playing the game fairly, and now with administrator being as low to transform the truth into their own reality and trying to hide the ugly with sweet lies.
Yes i have spammed the chat with random accounts and got banned for this:
But did you leave me another choice since you keep muting me and avoiding contact? PEOPLE NEEDED TO KNOW THE TRUTH.
I'm not definitely leaving CnR though. But i'm done with CnR in a regular way. I'm done investing myself so hard in something that it's not that worthy, there are much better things to do in life than investing in something virtual that finally doesn't count for anyone. From now on i'll just play casually, with way less caring about all those stuff that i gave so much importance for nothing in the end.
So if someday someone ask you why Corky left CnR, just tell them that it's a symbol for disapproving that kind of attitude, and nothing of value was lost in the end. I'm just sad i had to go that far to make people understand that this kind of thing cannot be accepted for people with common sense. Also don't forget to blame TABLESPOON and all the people who tried to hide the truth for this.
To conclude, and it's very important, i'd like to thank Crazybob for making the best SAMP server ever made, who even inspired the GTA Online developers in their making.
I'd like also thank all those admins who kept their values intact, trying to make the servers a safe place for normal people to enjoy and play, struggling with pain and not being able to play since they're surrounded by assholes and rulebreakers. Very much respect to you guys <3
I'd also like to thank all those great players who i've met throughout all those years, with whom i had great moments and memories that helped me go through some hard moments i had in my real life, or just to pass the time instead of being bored alone :)
I'm so proud and happy to have lived that experience, and it will be forever cherished, remembered and that cannot be taken away despite that shitbag and coward attitude of TABLESPOON.
Thanks so much for reading me. Spread the word, and don't forget to keep your human values no matter what happens, even if it has to cost you your CnR Regular accounts.
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With pleasure.